Still here at the bar and Mango’s just died and there’s a beautiful couple to the left of me, they’re speaking what sounds like Russian, and they’re all over each other. Super passionate. And it reminds me of this conviction I always have when I’m single, lonely, that I’d feel better about my disappointments if I had somebody to be really intimate with. Right now, maybe because there is somebody I could call, I just want to be alone.